"It doesn't matter if you believe it. I've thought about it for a long
time now. Maybe we only do one good thing ever, like in our whole
lives. Like me pulling that kid out of the river: Maybe that's all we're
capable of. Maybe some of us don't even get that. Maybe we're really
pretty awful, except for once. Maybe for one brief moment in our lives
where- by accident or fate or circumstance- we just happen to do the
right thing, the best thing, and then, well, then we go around the rest
of our lives trying to fool ourselves that what we did wasn't just a fluke
or mistake. I don't know, you tell me. I'm just a security guard now."



-The Boy Detective Fails

It is no parlor trick. There is a skull and, in
the dark, it is glowing. Somehow it is now
floating above us all. Listen: The skull is
speaking. It is saying your name. It knows
about you and your favorite flower and all
about your tenth birthday. But it does not
matter. You are not convinced. For some
reason, you are still full of doubt. You stare
into the dark, looking for wires. Grasping
for strings, you hold your hands out.

i am not dead.
but my computer is.
due to a tragic sofa delivery accident.

He drove away to college and never came back. Years later, when he feels confused, he returns and lets the toxic fumes of his childhood osmotically infect his memory. Memories are known quantities, like old friends, familiar. He thinks to himself, yes, pain. But interesting pain. And mine. The one thing I really, really own.


-Wasted Beauty

A Small Rant. By: katy boza

I am at work.
It is 1:46.
I just found out that my co teacher is out sick
and my boss is somewhat MIA
and I have the headache
of all headaches
and I forgot my lunch
and I WAS THE ONE
who was thinking about leaving early
because I WAS SICK
and now I can't
because my co teacher is home sick
and I'm the only one here.
What a day.
What a stupid
ridiculous
day.
If any kids give me any lip today
I'm going to kick them.
In the face.

Thank you

Why I have not posted in so long:

1. I have indeed been at World Fitness.
2. I've been busy getting ready for the new season of Lost. (making muffins, posters, etc...)
3. My lap top is on the fritz thanks to some delivery guys who, when in moving my dining room table out of the way to get a couch in-which didn't fit by the way- thought it to be a great idea to stick my lap top- which was on the table- in my window sill...of my open window...behind the curtain...where I couldn't see it...wheree it proceeded to get rained on all afternoon.